Bleh.

Life can be soo lame...

But oh well. Life goes on.

Does anyone still go on xanga? Or is everyone addicted to myspace?

Meh.

i hate myself.

She's in her parents bathroom,
and she's crying all alone.
She's staring at her reflection,
and no one else is home.
She's mad and she's depressed,
she holds a blade in her right hand.
She's lost her grip on life
while reality slips through her hands like sand.
She's staring at her wrist,
and envying it's perfection.
She's planned this for so long,
but nobody pays attention.
She's made up her mind,
and she's not afraid to die.
She's not afraid of pain,
and there's no need to say 'good-bye.'
She's afraid no one will stop her,
even though she hates her life.
She's blank and she's tired,
as she glances at the knife.
She puts the blade to her skin
and she knows what she is doing.
She slit her wrist,
but exactly whose life is she ruining?
She's lying on the floor
watching her soul slip away.
She's still crying and she's lifeless,
in her head she starts to pray.
She's closing her eyes 
and it's time for her to go.
She whispers, "I'm so sorry,"
but to whom... we'll never know.